[die,die,die my darling]

today i woke up & said: im so tired of being myself; i really need a break.its raining outside; i wannabe a part of the rain; i just wanna throught away everything. im losing myself again; i just lose my best friends, the guy that i love, the person i used to be..i dont know, im sad & i wanna be with mateo & feel allright again..i feel just like im losing control~