all we ever did was move around; i was always the new kid; never the cool kid. all i ever wanted to do
was to fall in love; just to be in love.
but my heart was racing; my mind was screaming: you've got your whole life to do these things
but my legs were shaking; my hands were searching for (him) in the backseat of my car; i just lost it.
& i can't believe it.
i knew i was only sixteen; but I thought i loved (him). & it'd last forever.
but only if i knew; that (he) wasn't true. how could (he) do this to me?
but my heart was racing; my mind was screaming: you've got your whole life to do these things
but my legs were shaking; my hands were searching for (him) in the backseat of my car; i just lost it.
& i can't believe it.